tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7455216065351371692.post6596603406032550738..comments2024-03-20T06:35:39.421-07:00Comments on hidden experience: looking out my window at nightMike Clelland!http://www.blogger.com/profile/11369575898695154728noreply@blogger.comBlogger17125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7455216065351371692.post-84727825849116388792022-04-23T21:26:31.544-07:002022-04-23T21:26:31.544-07:00Since childhood I've strattled my 2 realities....Since childhood I've strattled my 2 realities. Now as an adult I appreciate "thier" compassion. As they come...and I know ...KNOW often when it's eminent ... I remind them saying aloud, "I'm not asleep yet guys" and then I fall fastly asleep. Even stranger...I get mad at myself for not being braver as I am during the day when I wish I could just be fully present! Just snippets of memories are left, flashes that will eventually either beg to keep space in my brain, or merely be added to a journal of a story log yet to be brought up again when triggered. Does that make sense? I have finally accepted what is happening to me years ago, the day I did...owls became even a BIGGER part if my existence. As you I can no longer ignore my purpose here. Yet, I often wonder,,, by who's plan am I being guided.so many questions, so many tangents on this path, but still... to be part of it all.... gratefully humbled, with occasional moments of heart pounding fear of loosing my own sanity. Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7455216065351371692.post-16031754322218344362018-06-10T17:31:19.387-07:002018-06-10T17:31:19.387-07:00I think what you saw was a hallucination planted i...I think what you saw was a hallucination planted in your mind by interdimensional entities that seem to be active during the night, especially between midnight and 3am. I have had some dreams that are hyper vivid that seem to come from an external source.Sakibnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7455216065351371692.post-18635336484288985292012-03-23T15:43:06.279-07:002012-03-23T15:43:06.279-07:00hello - re your "polar post" the othe...hello - re your "polar post" the other day please email and i will definatley get back to you heres a direct link <br /> ta <br /> jamie dAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7455216065351371692.post-55189315257480989512011-04-11T06:42:33.714-07:002011-04-11T06:42:33.714-07:00I have found these posts after just reading your l...I have found these posts after just reading your latest post and following links from there.<br />I LOVE the way you write which has an exploratory immediate feel to it!<br /><br />What does 'dream' mean is my first question. How are we to define this term in a cultur/paradigm that violently separates the 'rational 'real world' from the feeling world, the Dreamtime<br /><br />In the enforced 'education' system they would be on your case if you dared to 'daydream'---to have that natural state of consciousness. I HATED fukin school, and that was one of the reasons, because i wanted to be outside, and be allowed to daydream, but they rubbish all that as being a 'dreamer' and one MUST become a business cut-throat thug. THAT they love...<br /><br />SO. All I am suggesting is that reality in the real real mysterious world, which of course includes the mindblowing universe also, is a continuum of deep potential of meaning and experience and exploration, and not this fukin controlled hell this bloody war mongering lying psychopathic ecocidal lot imposes on us. That is what I mean :)muzuzuzushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03662316983453845369noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7455216065351371692.post-30670514871223605342009-04-01T07:55:00.000-07:002009-04-01T07:55:00.000-07:00I donno if You want other sotires ..you choose The...I donno if You want other sotires ..you choose The comments!<BR/><BR/> http://www.ufocasebook.com/littlemen.htmldudiviehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06722293949978913107noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7455216065351371692.post-76937002691806548102009-03-26T20:00:00.000-07:002009-03-26T20:00:00.000-07:00Thanks for sharing Mike.You wrote:"Shouldn't I hav...Thanks for sharing Mike.<BR/><BR/>You wrote:<BR/><BR/>"Shouldn't I have jumped out of bed screaming in terror? But instead I felt absolutely empty of emotion. It was almost as if I was somehow controlled. I calmly thought to myself, "Oh yes, they're here, let's just shut down and black out."<BR/><BR/>I had a very similar experience during the mid seventies. For me however, I distinctly recall saying to myself very calmly "I know what this is" as I peered down at the foot of my bed staring at two or three 'visitors'. The implication being that it wasn't the first time, which is what is implied by your admittedly confusing statement. <BR/><BR/>And it wasn't.<BR/><BR/>It's not the first time I recall uttering things to myself, words I've never forgotten, while interacting with the whatever it was. <BR/><BR/>Keep it up and again, thanks.<BR/><BR/>~CAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7455216065351371692.post-44829594903196189742009-03-25T13:27:00.000-07:002009-03-25T13:27:00.000-07:00"maybe the normal thought chatter in my head is tu...<I>"maybe the normal thought chatter in my head is turned off - maybe - kinda - sorta"</I><BR/><BR/>Carlos Castañeda described that as <I>stopping the world</I> —i.e. the ability to quiet down your 'inner dialogue', the one that keeps interpreting the elements around you. For Don Juan (Castañeda's alleged mentor) 'stopping the world' was a fundamental step for a sorcerer— or 'man of knowledge' as he preferred to call himself— in order to enter new mysterious worlds, as engaging and 'real' as our daily life.<BR/><BR/>This seems to be a fascinating blog. I'll be sure to keep my eye on it :)Red Pill Junkiehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14738203580562140501noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7455216065351371692.post-35526646626677831772009-03-24T13:15:00.000-07:002009-03-24T13:15:00.000-07:00"Hmmm - how to use words - weirdly quiet - sort of..."Hmmm - how to use words - weirdly quiet - sort of a pressurized fish bowl - the deepest part of my psyche is displaced, and moved to the forefront - maybe the normal thought chatter in my head is turned off - maybe - kinda - sorta..."<BR/><BR/>This is almost EXACTLY how I would describe my most profound experiences on DMT and other psychedelics. It is like a recognition that my mind is divided into 2 distinct parts, and they are continuously experiencing 2 different and separate aspects of the world. One part is dominant and that one I generally associate with "me". The other is greater, but somehow obscured by ordinary life. The sensation with DMT, is that the dominant part is "scrambled" in some way, and the greater secondary mind comes to the forefront.<BR/><BR/>I can't even adequately describe this "second mind" in any satisfactory way, because I'm using "first mind" language.<BR/><BR/>Anyway, this may come off as nonsense but it might be helpful. Thanks for sharing your stories.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7455216065351371692.post-66302059105177059282009-03-24T00:12:00.000-07:002009-03-24T00:12:00.000-07:00Among other qualities that humans possess, I think...Among other qualities that humans possess, I think that certain extraterrestrials are interested in harvesting our emotions. They are attracted to people who are particularly expressive. Also, they interfere in some people's lives to stage events that create drama. The chaotic feelings that result are of some value to the beings.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7455216065351371692.post-15772421455281115842009-03-22T06:50:00.000-07:002009-03-22T06:50:00.000-07:00Hi Mike, I understand where youre coming from RE y...Hi Mike, <BR/><BR/>I understand where youre coming from RE your confusion as to whether the event was real, imagined, a dream or some kind of point inbetween. Maybe the reality that these events reside in cannot be pigeon-holed into our discovered states of conciousness. <BR/><BR/>Can you recall if the entities were definately walking or did they glide?<BR/><BR/>Excelent illustration, it really is very atmospheric. <BR/><BR/>AndyAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7455216065351371692.post-52759419290807847462009-03-22T00:19:00.000-07:002009-03-22T00:19:00.000-07:00Hello Mike, This is a great blog! Thankyou for sha...Hello Mike, <BR/><BR/>This is a great blog! <BR/><BR/>Thankyou for sharing so eloquently what occured, as best you could without inferences or presumptions. I look forward to reading your other entries. <BR/><BR/>~ SusanAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7455216065351371692.post-35112378033638220182009-03-20T21:03:00.000-07:002009-03-20T21:03:00.000-07:00Thi shadows are very nice. n aliveThi shadows are very nice.<BR/> n aliveAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7455216065351371692.post-49357160386275112302009-03-20T20:08:00.000-07:002009-03-20T20:08:00.000-07:00All things considered, the greatest probability, a...All things considered, the greatest probability, and based on some of the things you noted, is that you may have had a hypnogogic hallucination, either as part of a "type 2 false awakening" or some other sleep related temporary disorder or possibly stress related anomaly in consciousness. But only you can be the judge of that--what is your best judgment as to whether the 20 second episode was actually, externally real, or, in turn, more dream-like? In other words, do you have a predisposition toward one (external) vs. the other (dream)?<BR/><BR/> I would be most interested in the related follow-up stories you noted above. I've included some links below that may or may not be either helpful or relevant to better understanding what may have occurred, but they could provide some tools or insights to explore the issues involved.<BR/><BR/> Hopefully, parts of the articles noted may be of some use in investigating what your experience may have been about, caused by, or mean. This is often a difficult area to clearly parse, or completely determine, but I wish you luck, commend you on your bravery in publicly disclosing this, and support your efforts in trying to better define these esoteric questions.<BR/><BR/> http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnogogic<BR/> http://tinyurl.com/dxndo<BR/> http://tinyurl.com/yv3ovu<BR/> http://tinyurl.com/c3wc65<BR/> http://tinyurl.com/dzqnvn<BR/> http://tinyurl.com/acfou9<BR/> http://tinyurl.com/ccqxc8Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7455216065351371692.post-71219029309493492392009-03-20T06:35:00.000-07:002009-03-20T06:35:00.000-07:00The way the picture is drawn seems like the figure...The way the picture is drawn seems like the figures are actors on a stage watching an audience, or waiting for applause.<BR/><BR/>Were you the audience?<BR/><BR/>Or were you the "act?"<BR/><BR/>Curious.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7455216065351371692.post-69256168756320153702009-03-20T01:47:00.000-07:002009-03-20T01:47:00.000-07:00Now this is the first time statistically I doubt. ...Now this is the first time statistically I doubt. Until when. Good writin.dudiviehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06722293949978913107noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7455216065351371692.post-22602010317434297172009-03-19T21:42:00.000-07:002009-03-19T21:42:00.000-07:00Nicely done.Nicely done.Machttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11074004681516756703noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7455216065351371692.post-23605171892822528192009-03-19T21:30:00.000-07:002009-03-19T21:30:00.000-07:00Fascinating, chilling. Brave. Great blog.Fascinating, chilling. <BR/><BR/>Brave. <BR/><BR/>Great blog.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com