Richard Dolan in conversation about abductions

On Saturday night, July 28th, I was a call in guest for one hour on Richard Dolan's audio program, called TRUTH OUT RADIO. We spoke together about UFOs, abductions and sychronicities. Our conversation is posted below.

  one-click audio download HERE  

one hour 25 minutes long

In the final minutes the topic turned to Mac Tonnies, and i brought up the essays we both wrote about cats and how they are a metaphor fort the UFO contact experience. I added an 11 minute clip from a previous podcast where I put two essays side by side, mine and Mac's.

There is also another segment where Richard gives a scathing critique of MUFON. He said what I have been thinking, and it needs to be shared!

Richard and I talk about 3:33 and how it is is part of the overall UFO phenomenon

The above is the MP3 file showing the time stamp of 3:33, this was when appeared on my desktop. I talk about weird synchronicities during our conversation, and this is a a perfect manifestation.

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Here's a second interview with Rich from March of 2014, liked HERE.
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audio conversation with David Weatherly

shaman

David Weatherly is a paranormal investigator and author. He’s been actively researching a wide range of paranormal weirdness for over 35 years, that means he started in his teens! He is the author of the recent book The Black Eyed Children. Below is an excerpt from a glowing review by Nick Redfern.

Just occasionally a book comes along that I don’t just recommend to people. Sometimes, I tell them they have to get a copy of it, no matter what!

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one-click audio download HERE

two-hours and 38 minutes long

Since childhood, David has studied Shamanic and magical traditions with elders from numerous cultures including Tibet, Native America, Europe and Africa. When I asked if he was a Shaman, he answered: “Yes, I am.” That was the answer I wanted!

Here are links to his blog, his website and ordering his book.

Please note: I apologize for the poor audio quality of this interview. The content is amazing, but the quality is poor. I encourage you to listen, it’s worth it!

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the death of Jessica Redfield

Jessica Redfield died in Aurora Colorado

Jessica Ghawi died in the early hours of Friday July 20th. She was one of the victims of the shooting at a movie theater in Aurora, Colorado. She also went by the name Jessica Redfield (because of her RED hair) in her role as a young sports reporter in Denver. She was 24 years old.

Here is something very strange, Redfield was also present at the public shooting event in a mall in Toronto less than two months ago. On June 2, 2012, a mass shooting took place at a crowded food court at the Toronto Eaton Centre Mall. Five people were shot; and two people died.

She wrote about the expedience in her blog (excerpt below), and what she shares is chilling.

She had a blog with only two posts. One was about men and hockey. The other was was written two days after her experience in Toronto. Tragically, she died in a Colorado theater 48 days later.

Here is a (slightly edited) excerpt of her post.

Late Night Thoughts on the Eaton Center Shooting

by Jessica Redfield  June 5, 2012

I can’t get this odd feeling out of my chest. This empty, almost sickening feeling won’t go away. I noticed this feeling when I was in the Eaton Center in Toronto just seconds before someone opened fire in the food court. An odd feeling which led me to go outside and unknowingly out of harm‘s way. It’s hard for me to wrap my mind around how a weird feeling saved me from being in the middle of a deadly shooting.

What started off as a trip to the mall to get sushi and shop, ended up as a day that has forever changed my life. I was on a mission to eat sushi that day, and when I’m on a mission, nothing will deter me. When I arrived at the Eaton Center mall, I walked down to the food court and spotted a sushi restaurant. Instead of walking in, sitting down and enjoying sushi, I changed my mind, which is very unlike me, and decided that a greasy burger and poutine would do the trick. I rushed through my dinner. I found out [later] after seeing a map of the scene, that minutes later a man was standing in the same spot I just ate at and opened fire in the food court full of people. Had I had sushi, I would’ve been in the same place where one of the victims was found.

My receipt shows my purchase was made at 6:20 pm. After that purchase I said I felt funny. It wasn’t the kind of funny you feel after spending money you know you shouldn’t have spent. It was almost a panicky feeling that left my chest feeling like something was missing. A feeling that was overwhelming enough to lead me to head outside in the rain to get fresh air instead of continuing back into the food court to go shopping... The gunshots rung out at 6:23. Had I not gone outside, I would’ve been in the midst of gunfire.

...I wish I could shake this odd feeling from my chest. The feeling that’s reminding me how blessed I am. The same feeling that made me leave the Eaton Center. The feeling that may have potentially saved my life.

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There are a lot of on-line essays that point to this disturbing blog post. Everyone is aware of the strange premonition and the dark synchronicity.

Meaning of the name Jessica: The original Hebrew name Yiskāh (יִסְכָּה), means foresight, or being able to see the potential in the future. The Hebrew root sakhah (ס.כ.ה) means to see, so the name Yiskah, with the added yod, implies foresight or clairvoyance.

I didn't really do all that much on-line searching, but there is something within Jessica's tragic story that resonates with the color red.

~ For her role as a sports reporter, she changed her name to Redfield. She did this because it was easier to pronounce than Ghawi. She chose the name Redfield because of her red hair.

~ In a video report, she was described as a firecracker (red) by her boss at FOX (also red) news station it Denver.

~ She is praise by her friends as having a HUGE HEART.

"...Help."

~ There is a twitter image of her RED sunburned back where she states: "So, uh, THIS happened. Help."

~ Her boyfriend is called Heart and Soul.

~ She is in creepy tomato battle in Denver. (see below) 

There is something eerie about reading thru someones blog, twitter posts and looking at there on-line photographs after such a horrendous event. I am including a disturbing image of Jessica after an organized tomato fight in the Denver area (weirdly gruesome images linked HERE).

I would not have linked this disturbing image if it weren't for the time 3:33 PM time-count on her twitter post. 3:33 is a number repeatedly noted by UFO abductees. She also includes the name Jesus in her comment. Jessica is on the right.

Jessica's comment: Aftermath of the tomato fight. Sweet Jesus

3:33 PM - 7 Jul 12 via Twitter for iPhone

She commented again on that same photo: To those wishing there were there: tomatoes were rotten. I threw up multiple times. The smell was vile & damp; so was texture

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Jessica's boyfriend was Jay Melhoff, an NHL hockey player who was in Toronto at the time of the shooting. He was number 23 (hello Robert Anton Wilson) while playing for the Danbury Wailers last season. He is hoping to play for the Denver Cutthroats (a fish noted for it's RED throat) . There was an article posted about Melhoff on the day of Jessica's death, it was titled: Meet Jay Melhoff: Heart and Soul Player.  

The author of the article, Cheryl Bradley, wrote this: About the time I finished this feature on Jay Meloff on Thursday night and submitted it for posting, Jay's girlfriend, Jessica Ghawi, known to her friends across the sports world as Jessica Redfield, was [killed] in an Aurora, Colorado, theater. 


Please note: This article was written BEFORE her death and posted on the very day of her death.

Jessica and her boyfriend Jay with a hockey rink in the background.

The only other post on her blog is from almost a year ago. It is titled: I Like My Hockey How I Like My Men. I read (and re-read) this post, and she is blending two ideas, hockey and sex. I didn’t need to read between the lines to come to this conclusion, she states it clear enough.

She writes with mythic flourish in this excerpt:

I’m fairly new to this kind of dating. I’ve quickly realized there are so many men out there for me to choose from ... I’m having the time of my life going out there and getting to know all these different types of men ... I have found myself incredibly attracted to some and completely turned off by others ... Men are like the game of hockey to me, and NHL teams are easily compared to a collection of male archetypes that everyone can relate to.

The Unicorn: The Unicorn is the mythical embodiment of perfection. He’s the God that walks amongst mere mortals. He has it all. He is perfect in every way and right now he even has the girlfriend that everyone wishes they had their hands on. The Unicorn is always the Stanley Cup winner...

I get the sense that she was (and I mean this in the kindest possible way) a hockey groupie. Jessica was visiting her hockey-player boyfriend in Toronto when she was at the scene of the  Eaton Centre Mall shooting in June. 

This is one of her final tweets (below), approximately two-hours before her death.

Hockey is very much on her mind in the final hours.

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Please see Loren Coleman's fascinating coverage of the the Aurora tragedy HERE. 

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Additional text added July 22nd, 2012
This is less about the hard facts, and more about connections.

Puck, Fox and RED hair

I am now referencing off of RED Pill Junkie’s perceptive post (linked HERE).

Hockey is played with a puck.

The character in Sheakspere’s Midsummer's Nights Dream is called Puck, but is also know as Robin Goodfellow. Robin is a RED bird. Robin Goddfellow is personified as Robin Hood in the British folklore. Robin Hood (and Puck on the stage) is dressed in GREEN. Disney’s animated ROBIN HOOD (1973) features a red FOX in the lead role. Jay Jay Melhoff's Wailer's uniform is GREEN (with a big green 23). Puck is often shown with pointy FOX like ears. The FOX is a trickster, and has RED hair. There is something called a FOX TRAX PUCK, it is a new video technology used in the TV coverage of Hockey, it allows the camera to enhance the puck on the ice. Jessica Redfield worked in the TV coverage of Hockey, specifically for FOX news in Colorado. Let's note that 'Colorad'o is one of the Spanish words for Red (Rojo).

Julie Kagawa is an American author, best known for writing the Iron Fey series consisting of four books. Iron is noted as Fe on the periodic table. One of the main characters is Puck, and he has vivid crimson hair.

Stanley Tucci played Puck in the movie A Midsummer Night's Dream (1999). He was born on November 11, 1960 in Peekskill, New York. Peekskill is in the heart of the Hudson River Valley, home to some of the most profound UFO sightings of the 20th century. Also, November 11th (11/11) is a palindrome, a noted time synchronicity and Veterans day. His birthday puts him close to a pattern of people who were born in 1962. Stanley Tucci’s agent in Hollywood was my roommate in the dorm as a freshman in NYU film school. There was a movie from 1990 called THE FRESHMAN where Matthew Broderick (born in 1962) plays a freshman  (in the dorm) at NYU film school. But I digress...

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a summation

Please know I am not trying to read too much into this, but it does get strange and seductive.

I feel strongly that these highly profound events (like Aurora Colorado, 9-11 and Gabrielle Giffords) generate their own resonance. I don’t know if there is any kind of dark conspiracy at play. I feel there is something much more subtle happening, it feels as if mythic archetypes and memes are emerging and intertwined with these narratives. I feel that this is just the way the universe likes to organize itself.

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audio conversation with Charis Melina Brown

Too New-Agey? Too bad, it's part of the overall phenomenon.

There is a pattern of young women coming forward with their experiences in a really bold way. Charis is a perfect example of one of these women, and she like the others, calls herself a Star-Seed.

Charis seems to match a sub-group of human kind that Dolores Cannon writes about in her book The Three Waves of the Volunteers and the New Earth. Charis fits neatly into the third wave. I’ll add that I seem to fit into the second wave, as does Charis’ father. We talk spend a lot of time talking about these separate waves of people with very telling UFO experiences.

one-click audio download HERE

three hours long!

Charis had a profound awakening experience just two years ago, so it was very recently that she realized how her life has been intertwined with alien and other worldly visitors. In that very short time she went from a grad student studying psychology to someone with a passionate mission. She has written two books, done dozens of youtube videos and started giving intuitive readings and holistic consultations. She also teaches yoga and meditation.

Her two books are Journal of a Starseed and Instruction of a Starseed. The first book documents her own life and awakening. The second is a continuation of the story, including an back-and-forth dialog with an ET being she calls the Rhythm Teacher. Here's her website!

Also, I've repeatedly stated that these audio interviews are my therapy, and this one really IS therapy! During the audio, Charis plays the role of intuitive, and gives me a psychic reading.

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silver screen saucers

A god? A gray alien? A more advanced version of us? 
Or Judas Iscariot?

Robbie Graham at Silver Screen Saucers just featured a link to my post from last December, THE EVOLUTIONARY TRIAD. I wrote a little intro to the piece for Robbie's site, and as weird as it may seem, it paints an accurate picture of what it was like writing that post. (see below)

This blog post had a life of its own. I started by simply comparing and contrasting 2001: A SPACE ODYSSEY with PLANET OF THE APES, two movies I’ve always loved. It seemed like this would make for a tidy little essay. I mean, both movies are from 1968 and have astronauts and cool ape make-up, right? Well, as soon as I started writing, the floor dropped out from under me. I was suddenly seeing a flood of really strange synchronistic connections and it felt like the essay was writing itself. I am not exaggerating, it was as if some outside force was feeding me clue after clue.

What emerged was something entirely different to what I expected. I was struck by how this is very much a modern composition and how it needed to be on the web because of an almost frenetic use of imagery and hyperlinks.

After I posted it on my blog, I immediately experienced a weird set of synchronicities all intertwined with this essay. That confirmed that I had tapped into an elusive something. What that something might be, I have no idea...

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About the image above:

In 1963 British Actor David McCallum stars in a mythic Outer Limits episode THE SIXTH FINGER. The character is the first human subject to step into a secret machine, and he emerges from a chamber with a much larger head and a sixth finger on each hand. He has evolved to a human future of Godlike powers.

Three years later David McCallum played the role of Judas Iscariot in THE GREATEST STORY EVER TOLD. That movies seems intertwined with a slew of synchro-mystical connections that get explored in this post.

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masters of war

required listening

I have been thinking a lot about Bob Dylan’s Master of War.

We live in a world of smart people who write books and appear on serious news programs. They wear nice clothes and talk with an air of authority about our economy, our society, our foreign policy and our role in the world. They all went to prestigious schools like Columbia and Brigham Young University, they calmly and logically articulate the challenges within our present system, they weigh the options and they set forth their conclusions. Sometimes these corporate overlords will even claim God as their inspiration.

And then I listen to Masters of War and it all falls apart. Dylan wrote this song almost 50 years ago, and it shines a light on everything those smart people say and do, and the hypocrisy is transparent. Everything we need to know as citizens of the human race are in these lyrics.

I look at the world and I see a train speeding toward a cliff. The smart, well-educated, well-dressed engineers on that train are calmly and logically declaring, “Faster, faster...”

Let me ask you one question

Is your money that good

Will it buy you forgiveness

Do you think that it could

I think you will find

When your death takes its toll

All the money you made

Will never buy back your soul.

(an excerpt from Masters of War) 
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More from George Carlin, saying the same thing in different words.

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Mac Tonnies' blog, Posthuman Blues, is forever safe

Mac Tonnies

After Mac died one question everyone who knew him asked was this: What is going to happen to his blog? Nobody knew his password, so the fate of his blog was unknown.

There was a fellow going by CapnMarrrrk (Mark Platner) who was a regular commenter on Mac Tonnies’ blog, POST HUMAN BLUES, and he has saved Mac’s blog.

Thanks to Platner there is now a

PosthumanBlues.com

Mark has been busy capturing Mac's Posthuman Blues blog in its entirety - yes, in its entirety. This is a beautiful act of dedication. Mac's work (and Mark's) now has a permanent and dedicated home, untouched by the hands of time (and the excrement of spam).

I actually attempted this at one point and I gave up, the effort seemed monumental. I am indebted to Mark Platner. Thank you, honestly and truly, thank you.

This is Mac Tonnies' Posthuman Blues Blog as it was captured shortly after his death. We hope future historians, the curious and his friends will read these words and Grok Mac in fullness.

- Capn Marrrrk Plattner via PostHuman Blues.com

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square mark on a friend's leg

A close fried of mine woke up last week with these a curious mark just above her right knee. She took two digital photos shortly after she got out of bed. I didn't see the marks because they faded quickly.  She had no memories of anything unusual that night, and she searched her room for anything square that might have made the mark.

She explained how the square shape was perfect and very clear. She also said that it was aligned exactly above her knee in a way that was curious. It had rounded edges that were more defined on her skin.

I am not sure what it might imply, but I could tell she was genuinely perplexed.

I used the contrast and color adjustments to enhance the square mark on her knee. I am including both photos and the intensified version. You can click on the image above for a HI-rez view.

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The Bride of Frankenstein and Tube Girls

Tube Girls created by a mad scientist

Early in this clip we see tiny little homunculus in glass jars, this is a foreshadowing of the sci-fi TUBE GIRLS of later years. The special effects are astounding, especially given that it was only 1935. The amazing glass tubes are unveiled at about the one-minute mark.

I re-watched THE BRIDE OF FRANKENSTEIN last night. I was impressed that it had OWLS, Lord BYRON and TUBE GIRLS (see the above you-tube clip). A hat-trick just for me.

My first experiment was so lovely that we made her a Queen.

These gorgeous special effects are featured in an absolutely fabulous on-line article, linked HERE. This short essay is quite possibly the greatest thing ever published on the internet, this is must-read stuff! Thanks you Peter Bernard.

{ melodramatic dialog }

Dr. Frankenstein: "Why this isn't science, it's more like Black Magic!"

Dr. Pretorious: "You think I'm mad. Perhaps I am."

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Veils Afire, a series created by contactees

the inaugural episode of the Veils Afire audio podcast

I've just found a series of on-line sites that are run by abductees where they openly explore the mysteries related to the UFO phenomenon.

Montalk is a beautifully designed site with a lot of information, from aliens to gnosis. This site is run by a fellow named Tom. The author has logged a long list of extremely tidy essays and reports exploring fringe topics. This site should be a clarion call to folks who want an on-line presence with their info. I am an art-director at heart, and I really respect the folks who do a nice job in their presentation.

Montalk has a youtube page linked HERE.

There is a free book download titled FRINGE KNOWLEDGE from Montalk.

This is a lucid primer on metaphysics, cosmology, human origins, alien agendas, the matrix control system, and how to spiritually empower ourselves. This book is filled with practical insights to assist budding truth-seekers on their path of awakening.

The content is available in a series of formats, including a free PDF, a word doc, a $2.99 kindle version and a bound paperback edition.

Another on-line resourse comes from a woman named Kerrie Reynalds. She ran a series of blogtalk podcasts called The Alien Agenda. Kerrie is also a self proclaimed lifelong abductee.

unknown light in the evening sky

Above is a screen grab from a video sky shot by Kerrie (linked HERE). of a curious light in the evening sky. This 3:45 long video was shot in the Southern horizon of Youngstown, Ohio in November of 2010. The video has a series of tidy text boxes that point out details that one would miss with just a cursory viewing. Once again, I need to praise the presentation of this information.

VEILS AFIRE audio lined HERE on this page 

(scroll down, it's there)

Both Tom and Kerrie have joined forces to create the podcast series, Veils Afire. I have yet to dig deeply into the content of this series, but (again) I am very impressed with the quality of their presentation. They both sound clear and their levels are balanced. (Kerry Cassidy, please take notice!)

Tom says something during the initial Veils Afire show (linked above in a youtube format) that got my attention:

Another thing that aliens engage in is the grooming of human mouthpieces for their agenda. And here I'm talking about certain abductees, certain contactees and even certain people who don't even know that they are abductees or contactees, but who have simply had their beliefs and their perceptions manipulated, massaged, since they were very young to turn them into pro-alien agenda vectors of this information.

From my perspective, this is a very real phenomenon. Is he insinuating that he's been unknowingly manipulated and he's vectoring this agenda by creating a web-site and podcast series? I ask that because I spend a lot of my waking hours wondering the same thing about myself.

I've added these sites to an ever growing list of first-person bloggers and podcasters who are sharing their abduction experiences on-line (linked HERE).

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hummingbird synchronicity

I just received this email from a reader of this site, her name is Stephanie, and this is her blog. She tells a really wonderful synchronicity, she was inspired to share this story after looking at my post about an owl and hummingbird that were part of a vivid dream. 

Below is an excerpt from her email where she shares this magical experience:

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Years ago I was living in a mother in law 'type' apartment (built with a connecting wall to a larger bungalow style house). The place has a lot of windows that look out onto a grove of lovely oak trees.

One sunny afternoon, I was laying on our couch downstairs in a room with big windows, I was near the door that leads out to the patio. It was gorgeous out and the door was open. I was reading one of Paul Devereux's works, most likely "Shamanism and The Mystery Lines" in which he discusses the Nazca lines in Peru.

I wondered to myself about the hummingbird figure which someone made on the Nazca plane. It's quite strikingly graphic, but I've never seen a hummingbird in anything like that particular position. It's a beautiful work, but it struck me that the position of the bird is so unnatural and I remember feelings stumped at how the artist came up with that curious interpretation. (I've taken a number of college level art classes, including life drawing and art history, so I'm familiar with the process.)

Wondering got me nowhere fast, and I realized I was a little peckish. I stood up to go to the fridge and get some cheese when I heard a buzzing sound. Looking towards the sound, I saw that a little male Anna's Hummer had got into the house and was trying to leave by flying through the window.

 Anna's Hummingbird (Calypte anna) 

If you've ever seen a bug trying to get out a window, this little man was engaged in the same pursuit, staying against the glass at the edge of the window and slowly moving up and down, wings a blur. The angle formed by the edge of the window made it easy for me to slowly approach the little hummingbird and close my hands around his body, all the while saying: "Let me love you, let me love you." I wanted to convey my intent, though I'm sure my heart was beating as fast as his!

I walked outside a few steps and opened my hands to let the hummingbird fly off. I looked down as I lifted my right hand, to see the hummingbird lying prone in the palm of my left hand. It was positioned with beak stretched out to the front and wings extended to each side. Exactly like this: 

  

Nazca Lines / Peru

Within a second or two he realized he could fly away, and he did. Now I wonder under what circumstance the ancient artist held a live hummingbird in his or her hands.

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This story is SO beautiful, I just love all these intertwined elements: nature, birds, a gorgeous day, an esoteric book and an ancient answered it!

Note: I edited the email slightly for clarity.

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Richard Dolan calls out Nick Pope on his role in the UFO research community

screen grab from an interesting youtube site

Okay, first note that number, 1234. When ever I see that, I am compelled to PAY ATTENTION. I want to follow up with this video blogger known as PLANET under ATTACK, I sense something going on with this guy, nothing nefarious mind you, but synchronicity is forcing me to pay attention.. More after I dig a little bit.

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The video in question (below) involves some info about Nick Pope, and a bit of extremely even-handed editorializing by Richard Dolan.

There is an audio excerpt played by the vlogger from Richard's new Saturday evening radio show on the GRA network. Nick recently got some coverage in the British tabloids by implying that we should all be aware that the upcoming London Olympics could be the site of an alien invasion. He said this in the role of a former MoD officer who was spent time on UFO reports during his government service. Here's a LINK to an article on the MAIL-online.

Watch this video and expect a a visceral reaction

About Richard comments directed at Nick Pope. I listened to that show live while working at my desk, and I had pretty much the exact same reaction as the vlogger who crated this succinct little video. Sadly, the reaction involves vomiting.

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illustrated posts

Anya Briggs sighted this large bald man in a Starbucks on 17th street, I added a few "extra" details. Click on the image for a close up view.

I just created a new LABEL to show my illustrated posts here on this blog. They are all linked HERE, with the label ILLUSTRATED.

A drawing is a much better way to share visual information than a bunch of words. I have played "police sketch artist" as I try to make sense of this elusive mystery. I've drawn (and posted) things that had appeared in my dreams, things that I've seen and things I've drawn for other folks. I am much more comfortable with a pen than a keyboard.

You should be able to double click on any of these illustrations for a hi-rez close up viewing.

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