tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7455216065351371692.post3668935908344332261..comments2024-03-20T06:35:39.421-07:00Comments on hidden experience: a shared pattern?Mike Clelland!http://www.blogger.com/profile/11369575898695154728noreply@blogger.comBlogger22125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7455216065351371692.post-76034318519555503662018-01-29T11:08:44.004-08:002018-01-29T11:08:44.004-08:00Oh, and my life, too, began changing radically in ...Oh, and my life, too, began changing radically in 2008. I had met a witch... a real one. Not a poseur in black clothes and giant pentagram jewelry... someone who I call a “hag” as both a descriptor and a term of respect. Down the rabbit hole I went. But, then again, I was always a strange misfit kid to begin with... Middleworldwitchnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7455216065351371692.post-62362044038542766322018-01-29T11:04:54.606-08:002018-01-29T11:04:54.606-08:00Interesting. I found your blog via Secret Sun. I w...Interesting. I found your blog via Secret Sun. I was born in ‘62 myself. I remember 1974 as being a pivotal year for me—unsettling and frightening. I lived at the time with my family in San Francisco. My dad was military. I remember the news and media being full of stories about UFOs and demonic possession of children. I don’t have memories of abduction or anything like that, but I was psychically tuned in strongly to a current of fear and horror. I also suffered from depression until I reached my late 20s. Will continue to read with interest. Thanks for speaking of your experiences. I thought it was just me. MiddleWorldWitchnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7455216065351371692.post-45133830993521027372017-03-28T19:27:36.680-07:002017-03-28T19:27:36.680-07:00No. You are not going crazy. I'm sure she said...No. You are not going crazy. I'm sure she said what you heard. I have no explanation for how this happens to be, but you are not alone. I have had similar unexplainable experiences that had me feeling like I had lost my mind and was going crazy! On one occasion, I was about to go and put myself in a mental institution. Than the phone rang. It was a special friend and when I told him how I was feeling he came to get me right away. He was the only person I knew that could always make me feel better and not feel crazieralone in a strange placehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04270132286038201202noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7455216065351371692.post-83014020998598408152017-03-28T19:27:25.631-07:002017-03-28T19:27:25.631-07:00No. You are not going crazy. I'm sure she said...No. You are not going crazy. I'm sure she said what you heard. I have no explanation for how this happens to be, but you are not alone. I have had similar unexplainable experiences that had me feeling like I had lost my mind and was going crazy! On one occasion, I was about to go and put myself in a mental institution. Than the phone rang. It was a special friend and when I told him how I was feeling he came to get me right away. He was the only person I knew that could always make me feel better and not feel crazieralone in a strange placehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04270132286038201202noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7455216065351371692.post-68596546560950758552016-02-08T10:55:53.904-08:002016-02-08T10:55:53.904-08:00Interesting! I am born in 1962. I saw UFOs in 1977...Interesting! I am born in 1962. I saw UFOs in 1977 and 1978. Had some real strange experiences in my home starting 2008 and thats when I started my first blog about UFOs and paranormal stuff. And yes - I have had depressions too. Evahttp://searchinginmydreams.blogspot.se/noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7455216065351371692.post-79118742401754959342012-11-10T17:53:13.193-08:002012-11-10T17:53:13.193-08:00Reply to Anonymous (Mike):
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...Reply to Anonymous (Mike):<br />----------------------<br /><br />I just found this, please contact me. I would be very interested to talk with you.<br /><br />Mike C!<br /><br />hiddenexperience@me.comMike Clelland!https://www.blogger.com/profile/11369575898695154728noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7455216065351371692.post-77449797644608250552012-07-07T01:06:47.996-07:002012-07-07T01:06:47.996-07:00Well you can add me to your list of people that fi...Well you can add me to your list of people that fit the criteria that you speak of regarding a 'Crop' of individuals that for some reason have been groomed for ...something as yet unknown to me at this stage in my life evolution. My name is John, born in 1960 in Tucson Arizona. I went through a horrible depression in my 30's and late 40's, I very suddenly began to research UFO's and ET's at a fever pitch starting in about 2006 that lasted for almost 4 years and has tapered off some but still remains at the forefront of my time spent on the internet continuing my studies and cross referencing all of the information that is available out there. I have seen numerous UFO's, mostly during daylight hours and I am pretty certain that I have experienced numerous periods of missing time during my life and am pretty certain I have been abducted as well. YIKES ! You and I need to do some talking on the phone to compare notes and see if we can't help each other out by maybe filling in the blanks to create a more fully formed picture of just what the Hell is really going on in our hidden lives. Truly amazing stuff. Thanks for sharing so openly with all of us Mike.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7455216065351371692.post-45402956038495979772010-12-22T05:34:20.438-08:002010-12-22T05:34:20.438-08:00RE:
"Alex Proyas, directed THE KNOWING
Date ...RE:<br />"Alex Proyas, directed THE KNOWING <br />Date of Birth<br />23 September 1963, Born in Egypt"<br /><br />My birthday is 23 September 1964,Born in Australia.<br /><br />"The Knowing" was mainly filmed in Australia (Melbourne).<br /><br />Unlike you guys,I have no memory of seeing a UFO,although in the seventies I had a keen interest in UFOs and absolutely loved the movie "Chariots of the Gods" and the soundtrack of the movie,which still today,gives me tingles and goosebumps.<br />I did have an out of body experience around 1977,whilst on a camping trip,but I've never put it down to aliens,and I have never experienced it since that night,but I'll never forget that strange feeling of being able to see myself from the outside looking down,while I observed my normal body walking a few feet below on the beech with my friends...as weird as that sounds...and I know that does sound weird...it happened.<br /><br />Depression hit me from 20 onwards, of and on,right up until recently...but who doesn't it hit?<br />I see it as the cost of living in a world of the flesh,and looking back,and even forward,maybe those bouts of depression were/are necessary to progress in life,to some degree...as much as we hate them.Brizdaz (Darren)https://www.blogger.com/profile/16218154629850982033noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7455216065351371692.post-81429624223391840402009-09-03T13:12:09.415-07:002009-09-03T13:12:09.415-07:00Let's ponder STAN ROMANEK, the subject of the ...Let's ponder STAN ROMANEK, the subject of the recent ABC News “Primetime Outsiders Special”<br /><br />He took the questionable footage of the alien peeking in his window.<br /><br />Stan is 46 years old, the subject of a documentary, and a self-proclaimed abductee.<br /><br />I realize his case is awash in creepy promoters exploiting his alleged experiences. I have NOT seen the "news" special, so I am gunna stay neutral until I've formed an opinion.<br /><br />But, he fits a few key points in this pattern.Mike Clelland!https://www.blogger.com/profile/11369575898695154728noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7455216065351371692.post-30967184758457634942009-07-25T17:19:39.997-07:002009-07-25T17:19:39.997-07:00Okay - here's another odd one.
Kent Daniel Be...Okay - here's another odd one.<br /><br />Kent Daniel Bentkowski died at the age of 47 in 2008.<br /><br />He was a blogger, using the title THE KENTROVERCY TAPES. His writings were strange and insightful, with a strong focus on conspiracies.<br /><br />And - In one of his last interviews, he spoke about a daylight UFO sighting (near Sedona) and having an associated missing time event.Mike Clelland!https://www.blogger.com/profile/11369575898695154728noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7455216065351371692.post-63209881638744776002009-07-23T16:54:12.081-07:002009-07-23T16:54:12.081-07:00Proyas also directed "Dark City", a nice...Proyas also directed "Dark City", a nice Sci Fi film with parasitic aliens who abduct the inhabitants of a whole city. Kiefer Sutherland worked in it.<br /><br />It's a nice film; part of the awesome —but weird— batch of existentialist films hat came out of Hollywood during that period, along with 13th Floor, Truman Show, and *of course* The Matrix :)Red Pill Junkiehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14738203580562140501noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7455216065351371692.post-12868232673737923992009-07-23T16:24:33.266-07:002009-07-23T16:24:33.266-07:00The director of another recent alien movie.
Alex ...The director of another recent alien movie.<br /><br />Alex Proyas, directed THE KNOWING »<br /><br />Date of Birth<br />23 September 1963, Born in EgyptMike Clelland!https://www.blogger.com/profile/11369575898695154728noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7455216065351371692.post-75802268637799932342009-07-07T09:26:53.434-07:002009-07-07T09:26:53.434-07:00You should try to contact him, Mike. It would be i...You should try to contact him, Mike. It would be interesting to know the reasons he abandoned the project of the documentary —it may be something prosaic, after all getting enough money to make something about "little green men" is never easy... but still...Red Pill Junkiehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14738203580562140501noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7455216065351371692.post-73868173471974312122009-07-07T06:44:33.666-07:002009-07-07T06:44:33.666-07:00I just stumbled on some info about Mark Pellington...I just stumbled on some info about Mark Pellington, <br /><br />* Director of THE MOTHMAN PROPHESIES (2002, a palindrome year). <br /><br />* Born in 1962, the same year as myself. (presently, he's 47)<br /><br />* Looked into making a UFO documentary in the 1990's only to abandon the idea.<br /><br />* Executive producer of a very interesting low-budget drama MAN FROM EARTH.Mike Clelland!https://www.blogger.com/profile/11369575898695154728noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7455216065351371692.post-37796872399318812492009-06-06T11:43:38.646-07:002009-06-06T11:43:38.646-07:00Whitley Strieber has a weekly chat session, and th...Whitley Strieber has a weekly chat session, and this morning, the guest on the forum was "John Smith" who is mentioned above, as one of the 40 somethings who fit the pattern. I plan on posting more soon, but here is an excerpt from that on-line session.<br /><br />* mikec: Hello John. We met in a certain conference recently. My name is Mike, and we had a few good chat sessions. I returned from that conference with a weird (and unexplainable) compulsion (yes, that's the right word) to come forward with my story. I started a BLOG where I share my experiences; http://hiddenexperience.blogspot.com/ - I had a strange bit of weirdness, I've been meeting people our age (you and I are almost exactly the same age) with UFO experiences - AND - taking part in a documentary. I write about it on the blog. And I mention you (as John Smith).<br /><br />* John_Smith: <br />Hi Mike, I remember you! I'm glad you are getting your story out. I m not surprised we are the same age. There was a large "crop" of people like us in the early '60s, apparently. I will check out your blog.<br /><br />(there were a few more comments on this, and John mentioned the years 1955 thru 1964 as years where a "crop" was born)<br /><br />* mikec: <br />John - My question. Have you met a bunch of these folks (this "crop")? Are you finding any kinship?<br /><br />* John_Smith: <br />Yes, definitely. I felt a bond with you, and with all of the other people in the "crop". In my opinion, we have been genetically altered by the aliens. I have some proof of this from my own experiences.<br /><br />* Sweetdax: <br />Do abductees have higher rates of depression?<br /><br />* John_Smith: <br />Yes, definitely. It causes all kinds of personal problems when you have a secret life, so totally unlike your normal one, which you only remember bits and pieces of. <br /><br />* mikec: <br />Question to John: A follow up to Whitley's comments. The depression aspect of this phenomenon is a very real pattern (from my anecdotal observations, and personally). Have you dealt with any depression in your life? I'm genuinely curious.<br /><br />* mikec: <br />Question to John: A follow up to Whitley's comments. The depression aspect of this phenomenon is a very real pattern (from my anecdotal observations, and personally). Have you dealt with any depression in your life? I'm genuinely curious.<br /><br />* John_Smith: <br />Yes. I used to get depressed a lot, but not recently. I'm having a lot of fun these days.<br /><br />* John_Smith: <br />Yes. I used to get depressed a lot, but not recently. I'm having a lot of fun these days.<br /><br />* mikec: <br />Reply to John - ME TOO!<br /><br />* anna: <br />John, do you feel you have enhanced "abilities", the non-normal kind?<br /><br />* John_Smith: <br />Yes, I am somewhat psychic; not just my opinion, a real (strong) psychic told me that. These abilities seem to get a lot stronger after an alien experience. They seem to do something to you to enhance these abilities.Mike Clelland!https://www.blogger.com/profile/11369575898695154728noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7455216065351371692.post-15474620143499532292009-06-03T11:19:34.679-07:002009-06-03T11:19:34.679-07:00Red Pill Junkie asks:
"So now... a question...Red Pill Junkie asks:<br /><br />"So now... a question arises: what are you going to do?"<br /><br /><br />That - my friend - is a very good question. I have no idea...Mike Clelland!https://www.blogger.com/profile/11369575898695154728noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7455216065351371692.post-80801882551510534272009-06-03T11:00:52.420-07:002009-06-03T11:00:52.420-07:00Let me be the one who plays the annoying-yet-sober...Let me be the one who plays the annoying-yet-soberly-necessary role of Devil's advocate:<br /><br />As you point out, symptoms of depression are fairly common in creative-oriented individuals. As someone once said, "Happy people don't create civilizations".<br /><br />Those same people, who are not happy with the way the world works, who don't feel they fit in, might find an interest in the alluring aspects of Forteana —UFOs, ghosts, etc— hence, it wouldn't be that difficult to find people with very similar interests and personality patterns.<br /><br />That being said, this 'theory' fails to explain what causes the 'gloomy temper' in the first place. It cannot disprove that the depression comes from the psyche's reaction in trying to cope with an event that shatters the perception of the ordinary world. We might feel we don't fit in the world for a reason...<br /><br />So now that you have found yourselves (the five almost-fifty males with beautiful Scottish names) a question arises: <br /><br />what are you going to do?<br /><br />PS: Any advise for a 30-something who is dealing with the depression phase? <br /><br />PPS: I was born in 1973, in case you're interested.Red Pill Junkiehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14738203580562140501noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7455216065351371692.post-46117036554549163672009-06-03T09:22:06.162-07:002009-06-03T09:22:06.162-07:00Very interesting post Mike, Perhaps we should all ...Very interesting post Mike, Perhaps we should all get on Paracast together!<br /><br />MichaelMichael R. MacDonaldhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06909078087305146680noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7455216065351371692.post-79362400819889543152009-06-03T09:22:04.659-07:002009-06-03T09:22:04.659-07:00Reply to WILDROTE;
1. About 1974 and my two exper...Reply to WILDROTE;<br /><br />1. About 1974 and my two experiences, I have no idea what that means. And, the event at Kenny's house might not be 1974, it might be '73. There is no way for me to get an exact date on that one, but it's around that time.<br /><br />2. About my comment: "Am I going crazy?" Hah, that is a real emotion for me. The better way for me to articulate it is: "Am I taking a seemingly normal thing, misinterpreting it, exaggerating, adding stuff, and obsessing - and then thinking it's real?" <br />Also: <br /><br />Did I imagine that Dolores said stuff she didn't say? Well, the answer is undoubtedly YES. <br /><br />It's so strange, I've told this story a bunch of times, including (I'm pretty sure) the very SAME day as her presentation. And I feel strongly that I've never wavered from repeating this one sentence: "...these men are coming forward with their stories in a very dramatic way.” Why would I state that so adamantly if she never said it? I can't discount that it was a delusional bit of ego-projection, but why that sentence? (again, "Am I going crazy?")Mike Clelland!https://www.blogger.com/profile/11369575898695154728noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7455216065351371692.post-85161070000285100452009-06-03T08:49:10.739-07:002009-06-03T08:49:10.739-07:00I sent this text (from the above post) to Whitley ...I sent this text (from the above post) to Whitley Strieber. He did a strong interview with the "John Smith" fellow on his DREAMLAND show, and I thought he would find my story interesting.. <br /><br />Below is his reply:<br /><br />"So familiar, Mike! Certainly, the depression. The fact that I didn't blow my brains out during that long, hard period amazes me. Also, the discovery that something you heard wasn't actually said. I had this after the Challenger disaster. I watched the disaster unfold on CNN--from a point ABOVE the exploding shuttle. In all innocence, I mentioned this to some guys at NASA who I knew. They pointed out that there were no cameras there. So what was I doing watching this on TV at three AM the morning after it happened?"Mike Clelland!https://www.blogger.com/profile/11369575898695154728noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7455216065351371692.post-92207169318028503932009-06-03T08:44:34.258-07:002009-06-03T08:44:34.258-07:00This is really quite an amazing post, both in cont...This is really quite an amazing post, both in content and how well you've laid it out.<br /><br />"There has been on-going communications from, quite literally, alien spirits in other dimensions"<br /><br />I almost laughed when I read this, not because it's strange or far fetched, but because that sentence quite handily describes my life now. I understand that moment where you have to ask yourself "am I going crazy?" Waaaay to well. <br /><br />Back to your post, I wonder if there is any special significance to the year 1974 as it showed to twice. Idle thought.<br /><br />I'll have to look into Dolores Cannon. She looks like an interesting character.Wildrotehttp://wildrote.wordpress.com/noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7455216065351371692.post-31895592283304030842009-06-02T19:43:18.786-07:002009-06-02T19:43:18.786-07:00Wow- it's almost like a planned pattern- some ...Wow- it's almost like a planned pattern- some sort of deliberate program. Very interested to hear more on you guys and your work together.The Secret Sunhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09676425268231171924noreply@blogger.com